Alisha Marie ♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥ Our Beautiful Precious Angel

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♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ WELCOME ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ TO ALISHA'S ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ . GARDEN ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
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Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ A thousand times i've asked why, A million times i've cried Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ A moment of tears, A lifetime of heartache Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ

♥~ ♥~ ♥~ ♥~ ♥~ ♥~ ♥~ ♥~ ♥~ ♥~ ♥~
Alisha Marie ~
our beautiful precious angel
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December 15th 2005 ~ February 13th 2006
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♥★♥Fell asleep aged just 8 weeks♥★♥

♥~ ♥~★Forever loved~our bright shining star★~♥ ~♥

♥♥♥♥ Three words ~ Eight letters ~ One meaning ~~ I LOVE YOU ♥♥♥♥

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♥«´¨`• Alisha •´¨`»♥
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♥Precious Alisha♥

xxxx Missing you always sweet beautiful baby xxxx

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°♥° I lOvE yOu °♥°
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☆mIsS yOu So mUcH☆
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A tiny flower lent not given
to bud on earth and bloom in heaven
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♥ FrOm ThIs MoMeNt I wIlL aLwAyS lOvE yOu ♥★☆

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☆ Beautiful Angel

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If tears could build a stairway and memories a lane
i'd walk right up to heaven and bring you home again
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Twinkle, twinkle little star
now we know just where you are.
Sitting in heaven up above
we send you all our love.
Love you more then words can say
love you more and more everyday.
Although your not here today
your never more then a thought away
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I was there when Alisha Marie was born, a beautiful healthy baby on Thursday December 15th 2005 at 9.49am in Nottingham weighing 6lb 4oz★☆

She began to grow well was a healthy baby, began to be her own little character, with that gorgeous cheeky smile of hers she could light up a room..put a smile on your face when you felt down..and brought sunshine to a rainy day.....
why god choose to take her nobody will know....

**The day my life changed....**

On the morning of February 13th 2006..i woke to a typical monday morning....or so i thought....

Within 10minutes i heard my sister Sharne (Alisha's mummy) coming up the stairs (she was staying with me and my dad sleeping in the front room as there was no bedroom space upstairs) she was crying....i though ''Alisha's probably kept her up all night or something....'' how wrong could i be.... she came in the room..and them words she came out with will haunt me forever....
i went with her back downstairs and our little angel was lying peacefully in her mosses basket....she looked as if she was just sleeping....but in our hearts i think we knew...she was sleeping never to awake....
praying for a tiny bit of hope i told my sister to dial 999 they came quite quickly, that ride to the hospital was the worse journey ive ever had to go on....they rushed her into a room my dad arrived soon after followed a little while later by my mum....as i'd rang them before the ambulance arrived....

Then..the news we'd been dreading....but we think knew was coming........

Our precious beautiful little angel had fallen asleep aged just 8 weeks............

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God needed a very special angel,
which you were chosen to be,
he put your golden wings on
and set your spirit free
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It was like a horrible nightmare..i kept asking myself.....this cant be happening....when are we going to wake up from it..... but as much as we didnt want this to be happening it was........none of us could understand why....as just the day before Alisha had been so full of life playing and hitting her rattles on the side of her mosses basket....

Now our angel had been taken away....just two days from being two months old....

We went home, it didnt feel right going without Alisha..the next few days were unbearable for us all..seeing Alisha's things lying around and having the police around (because it was a unexplained death they had to be involved) which actually made it worse........they took her things away....her clothes, rattles, dummy and mosses basket..it was like they was trying to find something that wasnt there..trying to blame one of us....

The days passed in a blur we kept going to the chapel of rest to see Alisha we all got to hold her tell her we loved her and she'd always be in our hearts and never be forgotten..

The post mortem came back inconclusive.......no answer to ' why? ' a thousand times we've asked
' why? '

They said they couldnt find anything wrong, therefore they put it down to natural causes......
how can a baby falling asleep never to wake again be natural??

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The day the hour we will never forget
tears in our eyes we can wipe away,
but grief in our hearts will never go,
oh how we miss you so
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Before we knew it we was arranging Alisha's funeral........a thing that no-one wants to do for anyone let alone a baby....

The lady at the funeral home was very kind, let us spend as much time as we wanted with Alisha..

We choose a pink coffin....lots of beautiful flowers from ourselfs, family and friends, for our beautiful princess....

Her funeral was held a day after my birthday....a day i will never forget....

it rained all throughout the service and burial....we think it was Alisha's and our tears falling down on us....

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A little girl who was lent not given
left us to become an angel in heaven
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Im sending a dove to heaven with a parcel on its wings. Be careful how you open it its full of beautiful things. Inside are a million kisses wrapped up in a million hugs.
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For months after i felt down.... at times i even blamed myself (i still do sometimes now to this day)....as i was the one who'd put her down for the night in her mosses basket the night she fell asleep..

i kept going through over and over
' what if i'd done this.... '
' what if i'd done that..... '

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♥ Our beautiful precious Angel,
We love and miss you more then words can ever say,
We'll never forget you with each and every passing day,
Forever in our hearts is where you'll stay,
Till the day we meet you again ♥
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Although Alisha isn't my little girl, to me she was and will always be, as i'd been her ''2nd mummy..'' i did alot of things with her and looked after her alot of the time of her short but very precious life ★☆

A few months later we had the inquest into why Alisha had suddenly been taken by the angels....we hoped for some answers to our questions as most of us had some we wanted to ask......the coroner tried his best to answer most but not all....

even to this day we still have no real answers......

we was told no-one was to blame, we hadnt done anything wrong..but even that didnt help..it wouldnt bring our angel back....

Alisha's death was put down to Natural causes - sudden infant death syndrome....
also known as Cot Death....(SIDS)

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Our hearts are full of memories,
we tresure them with care,
you way you had to leave us
will always seem unfair.

No matter how life changes
no matter what we do
a special place within our hearts
will always be for you
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I still remember that sad monday morning when my life changed....and i will always remember that morning.... as if it was yesterday....

You are now a big sister Alisha, Your brother Darius was born on May 6th 2008 ~ He is doing well.

Alisha my angel you are and will always be in my heart and thoughts....you will always be a part of my life wherever i am and what ever im doing you will always be there with me....because to me you wasnt just my beautiful niece to me you was and will always be more......★☆

Goodnight but never goodbye angel as you was too precious to ever let go.... you'll never be forgotten and in my heart you will always stay.

I love you now and to eternity sweet baby love you millions and millions xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx★☆

Sleep tight baby have lots of fun playing in heavens garden with the angels xxxxxxxx love you gorgeous Alisha xxxxxxxxx★☆

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FSID (Foundation for the study of infant deaths) do research into Cot Death to try and find out how or why it happens, sadly at present research have not found any reason or answers as to why Cot Death happens or how we can prevent it.

The Foundation for the Study of Infant Deaths is the UK's leading baby charity working to prevent sudden deaths and promote infant health.

FSID,
11 Belgrave Road
London
SW1V 1RB
Tel: 020 7222 8001.
Helpline 020 7233 2090.
Website www.fsid.org.uk.
Email office@fsid.org.uk.
Registered charity number 262191

We (Alisha's Family) have done fundraising and have donated to FSID. I would like to take this opportunity to say please donate to FSID it dosn't matter how little of the amount~it could be £1 or £100~EVERY PENNY HELPS TO DO RESEARCH TO SAVE A BABIES LIFE.

Cot Death kills more babies then any other common illness such as lukemia and menengitis.

I (Alisha's Auntie) have set a page up on GTS called Cot Death babies-SIDS, on there is information on cot death, and anyone who has lost a baby/child to cot death can leave a message to their child or a picture of their child.

Even if you haven't lost a child to cot death or dont know anyone who has you can still go on the page and leave a message or light a candle in remembrance of all the babies and children who have already been taken by this 'silent killer' and also to pray that no more babies are taken away by this tragic and sad cause of death xxxx

Thankyou to everybody who takes the time to light a candle/leave a message for Alisha or who goes onto the Cot Death Babies-SIDS page and lights a candle/leaves a message there.

All your support and kind words means so much to us all xxxx

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Twinkle, twinkle little star
we know just where you are.
sitting in the sky above
in a garden so full of love,
where theres rest, peace and calm
now your resting in jesus arms
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xxxx AlIsHa MaRiE pReCiOuS aNgEl xxxx

xxxx LoVe YoU sWeEt BaBy xxxx